deep down you know what you want (and how to get there)

How learning to connect to my intuition helped me live the "impossible" dream

As a teenager, I was pretty troubled. I didn't get along with my parents, and I didn't get along with my friends. I struggled badly with anxiety and depression, and I feared the worst for myself. I couldn't compose myself well, and I couldn't focus in class.

Anything that required even the slightest bit of effort I found pointless. I was tired all the time, and I could not see a light at the end of the end of the tunnel to fight for. I was afraid of my future. I was afraid because school didn't come naturally to me, I found it difficult to make friends, and I felt that if I ever hit rock bottom, there would be no one to help me, and I'd be by myself. I didn't even know what would make me happy, what to work towards.

I was familiar with meditation. When I was 12 I held a regular practice. The way that it made my body feel was magical. I would become so relaxed. When I could see no other way I decided to try something called a “higher self” meditation method. It's viewed as a spiritual kind of meditation where you come into a deep state of relaxation first and imagine a “spirit guide” to ask advice from.

I tried the method and asked, “How can I escape this life?” “What is the best life that I can live? How can I get there?”. In this meditation could visualise a life that felt inspiring to me; it felt like a revelation. I saw myself with a platform, teaching meditation and helping others with the same things that I felt work for me. I saw myself in different clothes, with different friends, living independently and happily. I really felt it, I could connect to it, there was this feeling of reassurance that I hadn't felt before, and it brought me to tears. 

This supposedly celestial fragment of my imagination told me to mend my relationship with myself. That the love that I was looking for was within. The care that I sought out in others I could find within myself. I could find my own path. It sounds generic, but It's hard to express how profound it felt to really realise it on such a deep level. To really feel it in every fibre of my being.

I had a new sense of clarity and inspiration and I found it within myself. 

I kept doing these meditations whenever I felt stuck, anxious or felt doubt about my future. Every time I felt out of control, I was either able to see a path out of whichever situation I felt stuck in or find a sense of peace in the fact that It's silly to stress the inevitable. 

Today I am 22 years old, and I am living the vision that I saw on that first day. The life that I am living today would have been unimaginable, impossible to the girl I was before I started these methods. I moved to London at 18 to work full-time as a spiritual advisor. It turned out that I had pretty good intuition that I was able to use to help people out and give advice.

I lived a glamorous life in a house with two other influencers. I'd often be invited to fancy brand events and be star-struck by the people there almost every time. I lived the life that I would fantasise about because something in my heart told me that it was possible and that I would find a way.

I lived the logically impossible life… because my intuition told me it was possible and I chased that feeling, that deep inner niggle following no strict logic until I was there.

London ran its course and I now live more independently with a book deal (your third eye now available for pre-orders on amazon!) . You should know that more is possible than you might believe; possibilities exist beyond your logic. And you can meet this deep inner wisdom and communicate with it to show you the way.

I have since learned that, beyond my own experience, there is a real psychology behind this process in meditation. It's a process that clears your thoughts, gives you a deeper clarity in how you feel and allows subconscious insights to come to the surface more easily. The extent of the wisdom is the only grey area. Only because to chart the extents of human comprehension, someone has to go to the edge, right? But based on experience, it can go pretty far. Far enough to feel a little mystical.

I sometimes think about the person that I might have become without this practice. It really makes me grateful to have found this path the way that I did at the time that I did and It makes me equally grateful to be able to teach these methods and see people experience this transformation in real time.

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